Thursday, May 7, 2015

Then and now: Finding my voice




-          Elaine H. Kim, Korea (1961- )
I. Literal Comprehension
           Context: This essay is written by Elaine H. Kim, Korea (1961- ), a professor at the Department of Ethnic Studies, University of California, Berkeley, USA. She has described about her experience of her upbringing in America as a Korean-American child in this essay.
         The writer loves fortune-telling. She has consulted with many fortune-tellers. They said her saju, the configuration of year, month, day, and hour of her birth, would have guaranteed success and happiness to a man, but for a woman they suggest disaster. Women with her saju make better wives and mothers. Women fortune-tellers said that she must have lots of fun in her life. The writer says both guesses are true in her personal life. An amateur fortune-teller available at a fund-raising party organized by the Korean Community Center said that her goals and ideas were shaped between her ages of twelve and seventeen. This was wrong. The fortune-telling was born in Korea and guessed that the writer was happy being a teenager in the US because she didn’t have to suffer in the devastating Korean war of the 1950s.
            During and after the Korean War, the writer had seen her parents struggling for their own lives in the US while serving other Korean refugees. As a teenager, she had faced a lot of problems because of the differences in cultures inside and outside her house. The Korean language was used and the Korean culture was observed inside her house, but the people outside her house even didn’t know where Korea was. She was taught that all of the world’s great inventions and discoveries were made by Europeans and Americans.
          There was a wide racial discrimination between the whites and the non-whites and gender discrimination between males and females in America during 1950s. The Blacks were victimized by the American police.
           Although Asian Americans were allowed to live in white neighborhoods, they were often harassed by the whites. They, along with the Blacks and the Jews, couldn’t stay in hotels on the way. In fact, most Americans treated the Asians as foreigners or outsiders.
           The writer was determined to be a cheerleader because she wanted to be popular and also because it would guarantee her the identity of being an original American girl. To be a cheerleader would mean a major victory for her; therefore, she worked very hard for it. She also wanted to prove that she could do the almost impossible. She, in fact, wanted to change her identity.
            When the writer grew older, she learned about racism and gender discrimination. Then, she started to work to educate people against racism and sexism.

II. Interpretation
            This essay might be trying to tell us that however one tries to change one’s identity one cannot do that. Actually, it’s an act of foolishness. The writer felt humiliated and discriminated during her teens because of her identity as an Asian American. She was born in the US from the Korean immigrants. Though she spoke English as well as the native whites in America, she was always mocked at by them with the terms ‘chink’ and ‘jap’. Therefore, she tried to change her identity and be a complete American by practicing all the values and cultures of the country. She even tried to avoid her parents to hide her true identity. Through her hard work and strong determination, she succeeded in becoming a cheerleader in her college. She had thought of gaining popularity and attention of the crowd by doing so, but again she felt humiliated in the crowd of wide-eyed white American girls. Finally, she realized that her identity was unchangeable.
            The writer didn’t try to change her identity out of her own willingness or curiosity. In fact, the racial and gender discrimination that had dominated the American society during 1950s had forced her to do so. Therefore, the writer also wants to convince her readers that people should be made aware against the bad practice of racism and sexism for establishing a just society.

III. Critical Thinking
           The main point of the essay is undoubtedly the rampant racial and gender inequalities that existed in America when the writer was a teenage high school goer. Even today American society is not better. Though the Americans boast themselves of being highly educated, highly civilized and more advanced than other people in the world, why are they so much narrow-minded? They always teach others about democracy and its values, but they have yet to implement its values in their own country. Despite knowing about the American racism, I wonder why so many people from around the world including Nepal want to go there every year through DV Lottery?

IV. Assimilation
            Previously, I thought racism and sexism exist only in the developing countries like Nepal. Now, I’m clear at the point that even an advanced society like the American is not free from such viruses. Therefore, people’s arrogance and lack of awareness, not the geographical location of a country, are the factors that cause such problems in a society.

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